Gently, Lord

So I am doing a ten-week study with a woman in my church, it's one by Beth Moore, called "A Woman's Heart." It also has a video set to go along with it. After I leave each week, my head is definitely spinning with just all the things she points out in verses I have read so many times. [side note: these videos are from the 90's so an added perk is laughing at how out of date the wardrobe is]

Anywho, the point in saying all this is I went to E's house last night and during the video, Beth read a poem she wrote, called 'Gently, Lord'. It gives me the chills. The good kind though =)

Gently, Lord
Love me gently, Lord
I'm hurting now.
I've lived to see Your sovereignty
You've taught my knees to bow
I've caught glimpses of Your glory
I've seen Your righteous ways
But right now I need You, Father,
Just to face another day.

You have promised not to always be
Exactly what I please
But You give me sweet assurance
You're exactly what I need.
I need a gentle Father
And the lullaby He sings,
"Let Me tuck you safely
Underneath My healing wings."

Love me gently, Lord,
I'm hurting now.
You said, "Take Your cross and follow Me."
I beg, please show me how
To celebrate my weakness
That in You I might be strong.
When desperation grips my soul
A moment seems too long.

Oh, God, what noble plans I had
To do this whole thing right
Now I fall before You wounded
And I've lost the will to fight.
There are soldiers all around me
They're depending on me, too.
I fear I've nothing left to give
So, again I ask, Can You?

I'll love you gently, He says,
I know you're hurting now.
You've oft revered my sovereignty
Your knees have dropped to bow.
If you could only see things
From My throne's clear point of view
You'd see glimpses of My glory
Are fast at work in you.

I'll love you gently.
Let Me soothe your hurting now.
I've said, Pick up and follow -
I'll do more than show you how.
I'll turn this Throne of brilliance
Into a rocking chair.
Crawl aboard, My precious child,
And I will rock you there.

*note: this is not where I am right now; but I have been there before (as I am sure everyone else has at one point or another), and reading those words just really give me comfort and are something I want to remember when I feel like this again.