Wait for me

Sigh. I really feel like God has been placing it on my heart that having a relationship would be a good thing. Or maybe I have spent too many hours at work daydreaming, ha.

But seriously, I know in the past I have tried to rush things with romance, and it ended up not being for the glory of God. But through this, I really feel I have been molded into someone very different than before. I know I still [obviously] have plenty of things to work on, but I guess I also feel that having a Godly relationship will help me with these things. Through experience, I have found that having someone that I can trust with everything has helped me stay accountable and really helped me focus on becoming more like Christ.

However, patience and trust are a couple of the fruits I need to work on sowing more of; I have the tendancy to 'jump the gun' and do things myself, but that always backfires (no pun intended). As I have said before, my mom has some OCD tendancies making her quite controlling, so having lived with her for 20 years, I find myself often wanting to be in control and do things myself, because if everything is not all planned out and I don't know what's coming next; then the world will surely cave in under my feet.

So if anyone is reading this and it has been placed on your heart, maybe just pray that I am able to find more joy in giving up control and trusting more easily.

If you haven't figured it out by now, I love posting lyrics of my favorite songs, so here is one that I have listened to countless times and I think is really sweet and romantic *^_^*

"Wait for Me" - Rebecca St. James
Darling did you know that I
I dream about you
Waiting for the look in your eyes
When we meet for the first time
Darling did you know that I
I pray about you
Praying that you will hold on
And keep your loving eyes only for me

Cause,I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And darling when I say
Till death do us part
I'll mean it with all of my heart
Now and always faithful to you

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait

Now I know you may have made mistakes
But there's forgiveness and a second chance
So wait for me
Darling wait for me
Wait for me
wait for me

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait
Wait for me
Darling wait
Cause I'm waiting for you
Cause I'm waiting for you
So wait for me
Darling wait
Wait for me


In other news, if for some strange reason you happen to see that a girl in HdG recently jumped off her roof and broke her neck, arms, and legs, know it's because my job finally got to me. :-P Butttttt, Friday is officially my last day and then I QUIT! Off to OC for a week and back to Towson to see all my supercool friends.

I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!